WOWWWW

Wow...it's only Monday of the 2nd week of school but it feels like I've been in school foreverr. I'm not too satisfied with my schedule, but it's nothing im very upset about either, I got friends in each class except for like 2 classes. I hope I can make friends in those cause if I don't it's going to be a very, VERY boring year. I like all my teachers though they're pretty nice, I think once I start participating in class more they'll like me. Sigh, but junior year certainly brings with it more work. I haven't staying up too late, but I'm not getting the sleep I need. Hopefully as the year progresses I'll grow closer with friends here and make some more, so I can have a fun filled year.
So I was talking to one of my close friends from my old school and it really made me miss old times...and it made me wonder what my life would've been if I never moved. What classes would I be taking? How many of my friends would still be my friends? How many new friends would I have gained? How many new enemies would I have made? Would I be a different person? Would my values have changed? What new shennanegans would we have gotten into? Who would I be going out with? Would I feel content all the time? Or happy and excited? Would I still feel sad and lonely? Who would be my best friend? Who would I hang out with? I miss the feeling of feeling like you belong, walking with these kids who have known each other for years kind of makes me feel like an outsider, whether it be not getting the inside jokes they're telling or just them acting plain old friendly. I'm not saying I'm miserable here, but I'm not happy either, it's just not what I want. And now when I go back to MD with my old friends at first I feel like an outsider there too because they've had a whole years experience together without me and I feel left out in that awkward middle, not close to kids here but too distant from my old friends. If you're reading this you don't have to worry about me I'm not depressed or anything, I'm just in a state of blah...

September is Here...

Ugh the day I've been dreading has finnally come, September 1st. Which means only 1 week of summer left. I guess I should consider myself lucky since Marylanders started yesterday, SUCKERSS! So I made it a plan to dedicate this week to finishing all my summer homework, what a fail that has been so far. Yesterday I didn't get any work done cause I had work, which took over 5 hours cause my co-worker was even a slower homework grader than me -_-; Today I told myself I would start my hw at 2 30 but here I am at 4 31 not even having touched my Into the Wild book. I'm starting to panic, some people have finished all their assignments already while I have 2/3 left. Not to mention I have to take another SAT practice test before school starts. Ugh I hate how my brother teams up with my parents, they were saying that the outcome of the SAT scores will determine how much time I get on the computer and TV throughout the school year. My parents wouldn't have thought of anything like that I hate how my brother can make my life miserable. I haven't been feeling my happy giddy self lately, I always feel so tired and sluggish. Not to mention the frequent headaches and the fustration. I hope this is just a phase and that I pass through it quickly.
So I was just thinking about stuff and I got the idea that dementors (you know the big black cloaked things from Harry Potter) would be a good clean source of air condtioning. I mean you'd feel sad and depressed all the time, but you get free a/c! OR if you get like a dozen of them you can close down the schools by making it snow, idk it sounds pretty dumb, but it's just something my ADD mind thought of as I tried to do some work.
Hmmmm, I woke up today and I went on AIM for like an hour, chatting, till I got too hungry to stay in bed any longer. No one was home so I had to make breakfast myself, it was just some bap and baanchan nothing too fancyy. After eating it in my room I went downstairs and did the dishes since I am such a good son, it had nothing to do with the fact that my brother and dad yelled at me for not doing it last time. I played some dota afterwards, I'm still not good but it's a fun way to kill some time. For lunch no one was home so I made some cup ramen, it was sooo good. After that I've been trying to do my summer reading, but I still haven't gotten to it. I got sucked into AIM and updating this thing since I only have one other post. Hmmm my new goal was to start at 4, but it's already past 5. Man this blog thing takes a long time. Well I guess that's all I got, I think I'm going to attempt to do my summer reading now(probably won't happen for like another hour though). Bye!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~